To Shoshana, wherever I May Find Her…

My only daughter. There were so many smiles, so many laughs, so much happiness until we learned that this was temporary. The love would always stay, but dampened, stamped upon, ground out like old pieces of wood…no longer useful to the owner.

And owner there is. Despite the life being harvested, nurtured and flourished by one, another poached her after her growth.

Kidnapped, lied to, manipulated, poisoned, used and probably to be discarded eventually as so much burned ashes.

For me, the ashes are a new beginning. A chance to replant, regrow, renew. A lost soul. A shattered soul. A soul whose only soil is the love of her mother. And the soil remains. Waiting for what is left after he has finished….and the hope that there is anything left of that happy, beautiful child I once knew.

Published by kristinatehrani

Born a first generation American, half Irish Catholic and half Persian Jew, I like to write about a childhood mired in the chaos of never knowing where I stood. The only constants in my life have been reading, writing and a passion for social justice. I am a nurse, a single mother, a domestic abuse survivor, radical feminist and outspoken advocate for logic, public health, gray areas, and purposeful dialogue. I know entirely too much about sociopaths, autism, and medieval British history. I write under a pen name to protect the privacy of my family.

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